Chapter Twenty Five

Our house feels really empty without Hanouf.. I really miss her!

She's in her honeymoon with her husband, 3gbale lol.

I'm spending the regular days in school, it's really boring..

And tomorrow we have something like jnadrya and I'm acting in a stupid play as an old woman mn 7rem awal elgdemen. Bs 3ade its wednesday a5eran.

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I'm up, I went to the bathroom, wore my uniform, and went straight to school.

W9alt elmdrsa.

All the girls were wearing jlabyat except me! Oh shit I forgot it!!

Maha: Lesh mo labsa?

Me: Nseeet

I went to the teacher who's arranging these stuff.

Me: Nseet ajeb lbse

The teacher: 5ale swagk yjebha bsr3a

Me: 6yb

I went to the administration and called Ahmed the driver.

Me: Ahmed

Ahmed: Same 6al 3omrk

Me: Gol l'Dalia tjeeb elkees elee b3'orfte w jebah lelmdrsa

Dalia is the maid.

Ahmed: Ana el7en ray7 ajeeb mga6'ee w brj3 el9'ohr

Me: Eff 6yb 5la9 bye

I hang up.

What to do? The teacher galat ele mshtrk oo b3den y6l3 aw ma ygdr ysawe btng9 kl elf9l!

Mabe ang9 w anagi9 elf9l m3ay! 7ram drajt'hom..

Bss men yjeb my stuff? What a luck! Wait, Sultan is absent today and he has nothing, can I call him and ask him for the favor? Well I'm in a massive need for them so lets try my luck.

I went back to the administration and dialed his number..

Me: Alo?

Sultan: Alo meen?

Me: Ana msha3l hw

Sultan: 3sa ma shar feek shy lesh daga?

Me: Mafenee shy esm3ni

Sultan: Wshoo?

Me: Momkn 6lb?

Sultan: Amre?

Me: 3ade tjeeb le a3'ra9'ee mn elbeet?

Sultan: Weenk ente?

Me: Madrsa

Sultan: Ee 5la9 6yb

Me: Wallah?

Sultan: Ee wsh da3wa

Me: Shokrrrnn! Bgool l'Dalia t36eek elkees

Sultan: Ok w e4a dget 3la jwalk t3ale lbab elmdrsa a36eek!

Me: 6yb shokrn

Sultan: 3fwn

we hang up.

Cuuttee!!

I called Dalia and told her that Sultan is coming 3shan t36eh.

I went back to the class, there were no teacher. All the girls are wearing the jlabyat and waiting for the time lel play.

I sat with them then my phone vibrated..

Oh Sultan arrived.

Ast24nt mn eledara enee aro7 ajeb ashya2ee.

I went to the door.

Called sultan..

Me: Weenk?

Sultan: E6l3e bra

I went outside and there he was in his car.

I walked towards the car.

Me: Hala. Sorry walla t3btk m3i.

He gave me the bag.

Sultan: Wsh da3wa

Me: Yalla bye lazm aro7

Sultan: Ya5te es7be 3lehom shway 5lek m3i mshtag lk

Me: La t5yl bs elzbda shokrn bye

Sultan: Bye

I went back.

We did the play and it was really ridicules! No one was paying attention at all. Bs 3ade ahm shy anbs6na.

I went back home.

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I kissed my mother's forehead then went upstairs and took a shower.

I checked my mobile.

2 Bbm chats.

One from Maha.

Bbm chat:

Maha: Jaya elyoom beet Hala?

Me: Ya5te wde bs ma a3rfha zeen

Maha: 3ade please t3ale, klna bnru7!

Me: Meen klna?

Maha: Ghada w Dana

Me: Ok

Maha: T3ale 3la betee, bn6l3 m3 b39'

Me: 6yb

I closed her chat and opened the other one. It's from Sultan.

I replied to what he was saying, while I'm typing I got a message.

I closed his chat to check the message.

I opened it..

“ T6wrnaa ya Mishoo t6wrna :p”

The message is from Saad. What does he mean? Have he sent it by mistake? But he said my name..

I replied.

“Wsho?”

He texted me back in less than 10 seconds.

“Yjek lelmdrsa?”

WHAT?

If he's talking about Sultan, he misunderstood!

I said “Esh g9dk?”

“La b3d m36eek kees ;)” He replied.

“M36enee kees feeh a3'ra9'ee w mama gaylaaa lah yjeeb lee elkees 3shan elsawag msh3'oool!! w ent wsh d5lk???!” I said.

I lied. Mama malha d5l.

I got really mad. 5eer ygol k4a?

“lol akeed?” He replied.

“Bs fhmne lesh abrerlk?” I said.

“Umm 3shank t7benee?” He replied.

He's back to being 7ywan or what? Actually he have two faces!

I ignored him and took a nap.

I woke up by billions of calls from Maha!

I answered her half asleep.

Me: 5eer?

Maha: Ta3ale yalla

Me: 6yb

I hanged up and went to the bathroom and washed my face then got dressed, wore my 3baya, called Ahmad and I'm ready to go!




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W9alt beet Maha. There were Ghada and Dana already. I hugged them, although I saw them in school today.We stayed for half an hour then we went to Hala's house.

Slamt 3la Hala and her cousin.

We sat w solfna w k4a, then her mother came w slmna 3leha.

Her mother: Ente Msha3l Alflani?

Me: Ee

Her mother: Slmele 3la omk w gole laha ene knt m3ha bl mtws6 w bt4krni

Me: Enshallah yw9l

We spent and amazing day at her house then we went back to Maha's house.

Ghada and Dana went back to thier houses and I'm sleeping-over at Maha's.






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We watched a movie. A scary one.

I don't remember its name bs mra y5wf.. lmn Maha tro7 el7mam ma tsakr elbab mn el5of. LOL.

After the movie we talked about Saad.

Maha: Msha3l ente t7bena?

Me: Madre a7s ene a7ba

Maha: Ymkn ente 5aga 3leh bs

Me: La wsh a5g 3leh kl 4e elftra

Maha: La ymkn entee bs 5aga 3leeh wla 3omrk 7beteh

Me: Ymkn..

We chatted a bit then she laid in her bed and slept, but I couldn't sleep.

I was thinking about what she said.. “ ymkn entee bs 5aga 3leeh wla 3omrk 7beteh”.

I don't love Saad ya3ne? I don't have feelings for him?

Maybe I just liked him. OMG klam Maha y3lg blmo5.

I kept thinking and thinking till it's really late so I just tried to sleep till I did.

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I woke up 3:00 PM. I slept 12 hours!! Mashalla.

I looked at Maha, she's still sleeping..

I got up from my bed to wake her up.

Me: Maha Maha

Maha: O99 ma nmt kwais

Me: Kele zg nayma akthr mne gomee

Maha: Amma

And she laughed. Ya allah mra 3'bya.

A7ad y6'7k w ho lsa ma ft7 3yona?

She got up and we ate in her room.

My phone is ringing.. its my mother!

I answered.

Mama: Msha3l

Me: Samee

Mama: Erj3ee elbeet el7en

Me: Hw lesh?

Mama: Bs

Me: Mama elyum bn6l3 ana w Maha

Mama: Ta3ale ente wyaha w e6l3o b3d ma a7akek

a7akek? Yoma.

Me: Enshallah

I told Maha, so we went to my house.

Mama kant jalsa bl9ala

Mama: Ta3alo ta3alo

She was smiling, 7mdellah knt a7sb fe shy..

I kissed her forehead and we sat.

Mama: Esm3ene ya msha3l

Me: Same

Mama: T3rfen flana alflani?

She said esm um Hala.

Me: Eee um Hala nseet agol lk tslm 3leek

Mama: Adre mklmtne esm3ene

Me: Same?

Mama: T3rfeen wldha Abdulaziz?

Me: La wallah

Mama: Tbek l'wldha Abdulaziz

:|?

Me: Wsho?

Mama: Ee wsh wshoo tbek lwldha feha shy?

Me: Esh glte laha?

Mama: Glt ene bs2lk w brd laha

Good. I thought she said yes or something.

Mama: Ha wsh glte?

Me: Madre ma gd shftah wla a3rfah

She grabbed her phone w g3dt t7os then finally showed me his picture. I admit it, he's gorgeous! Mra jameel mashallah.

She showed Maha the picture too.

Mra embayn 3leha enaha 5gt so I just laughed.

Mama: Ee yalla esh rayk?

Me: Madre

Maha said in a low voice “3'beya” and my mother heard her.

Mama: Ee wallah

And she laughed.

Mama: W tra rsalt 9ortk laha 3shan yshofk

Mama: Esm3ene 7bebte ente fkre w gole le wsh 8rarte bs tra Sultan rf6'teh w traha for9a ma tet3w6', wld nas w mt3lm w ma benkom ela snten w mafeh ela kl 5eer.
Me: Enshalla

I went with Maha to my room.

Maha: 8sm bellah 3'beya

Me: Kele zg

Maha: 3shan Saad ma wafgte?

Me: Esh d5lah?

A9lan I figured out after what Maha said that I just had a crush on Saad, it wan't love.

Maha: Madre 3nk

I didn't give an answer to my mother ya3ne ma 3ayet! I'm gonna think about it, mo l3ba awafg 3la 6ool. It's marriage tra!

It was silence for minutes and Maha was using her mobile.

Maha: Lgeetaa

Me: Wsho?

Maha: Abdualziz lgeta btwitter

She gave me her mobile and I checked his following, followers, tweets, mentions... everything!

He's following his sister and a girl with his same family name, his cousin maybe. 3'reba, wld mo msawe follow lbnat.

One of his tweets was.. “ Awl mra y3jbnee 4oog omee =))”

He tweeted it today. Lol yg9dnee? I think so.

After we finished stalking his account, we went to Dana's house.

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Kan fe Ghada bs.

We told them about the 56ba and all of them said 3'beya wafge speech.

On my way back to my house, I was talking to Sultan on bbm.

Bbm chat:

Sultan: Ee wsh swete elyoom?

Me: R7t beet Dana you?

Sultan: 6l3t m3 el3yal

Me: T5yl mama esh galt le elyoom..

Sultan: Esh?

I told him about the56ba thingy. I'm expecting enah y39b madre leh.

Sultan: Mbroook <3

Not what I was expecting.. 7mdellah ma 39b k4a a7sn.

Me: Allah ybark feek<3

We chatted.

W9lt elbeet, and went to my bed.

I opened my laptop and I was checking my timeline on twitter.

Sultan tweeted 15 minutes ago “Ouch.”

What's wrong? La ykon 3shan el56ba?

I opened his chat and checked when did I told him about the engagement.. It was 15 minutes ago!

I closed the laptop.

I want to ask him but I can't..

I left my phone on the charger and was trying to sleep but I couldn't!

I opened my phone.

And talked to Sultan.

Bbm chat:

Me: Sultan

Sultan: 3yoon Sultan?

Me: Tslam 3yonk

Me: Esh feek?

Sultan: Mafenee shy lesh :o

Me: Your tweets..

Sultan: Lool la bs k4a ma fenee shy

Me: Akeed?

Sultan: Yup

Sultan: Lesh ma nmtee? Yalla name

Me: Ma jane elnom

Sultan: Etrke jwalk w btnamen

We chatted shwy. Mra bayn en feh shy! I know him well.

Me: Esh feek?! Gool el9dg.

Sultan: La abad mafene shy bs 6'ayg 9dre shwy:p

Me: Mn esh?:o

Sultan: 3'ayre elmw6'o3 please?

Me: La gool!

Sultan: Bgol lk bs la trden wla k2ne glt lk, sawe end chat w 7akene k2ne ma glt shy ok?

Me: Ok

Is writing a message..

Sultan: Msha3l ana a7bk wallah a7bk! Bellahe ma y6'eeg 9drk lw wa7d t7bena bytzwj? Ana mabe a5rb benkom, allah ywfgkom w ys3dkom bs abe agol lk..

Sultan: Lw tzwjt w 3jzt w 9ert jdd, lsa b9eer a7bk!

Sultan: WALLLAH

Cutenes!!!

Imagine if somene says what Sultan said, to you? A tear fell while I'm reading it.. I don't know what kind of tear it was! A sad one? Happy one? I really don't know.

Me: Sultan ana ma wafgt 3la el56ba lsa!

I was typing and I'm about to send but he said..

Sultan: Wsh glna? 5la9 glt swe end chat w bs

I deleted what I was typing and said instead..

Me: Askt ya3ne?

Sultan: E7kee bs eb shy thanee lw sm7te?

Me: Ok

Sultan: Ana bnam el7een bye ;*

Me: Goodnight <3

Sultan: You too<3

7RAM. He really loves me!!!

I'll be really stupid if I said yes to Abdulaziz.

I know that Sultan is my friend but Abdulaziz is a complete stranger!

Choosing Sultan is way better..

Bs ho fk el5i6ba. Didn't he?

5la9! I really need to stop thinking!

But I can't..

If I said yes to Abdulaziz, it will be a new life.. But Sultan is my friend and I know him for a long time! Omg I'm just repeating the thoughts.

Wde Mama t3'9bne 3la ay wa7d mnhom w ary7 bale.

After all of these thoughts, I finally slept!

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When I woke up, I went downstairs and I sat with my mother.

She asked me again about my opinion about Abdulaziz but I wasn't answering. Knt bs ahz rasee.

Mama: Ya3ne ee? wafgte?

Lfet rasi ymen ysar, ya3ne la.

Mama: Tbena?

Swet brase foog t7t, ya3ne ee.

Mama: 5la9 mwafga?

Lfet rasi ymeen ysar, y3ne la.

Mama: Mwafga wla la?

Rf3t ktfee w mdet 5shte, ya3ne madre.

She got really mad and ignored me. I laughed at her.

Shrbt m3aha gahwa w solfna then she asked me again.

I didn't answer.

She gave me a look.

Then she called someone..

She said ahlen kefk, keef ek3yal 5rabee6. Then she said that I said yes about the engagement. Oh fuck she's on the phone with Abdulaziz's mother!

I was dying and waiting for her to hang up and she finally did!

Me: Wshoo wshoo?

Mama: Esh?

Me: Lesh tgolen eni mwafga?

Mama: Elskoot 3lamt elri6'a

I actually didn't get mad or anything.

I opened my mobile..

Sultan had an :s smiley beside his name!

I asked him what's wrong..

Bbm chat:

Sultan: ommi 3la kefha 56abt le elee tbee :s

Me: Meen?

Sultan: Bnt 5alte Areeb

Y33! Do you remember her? She told me ene afk el5i6ba m3 Sultan! Actually I felt kind of jealous.

We talked and talked till he asked me about Abdulaziz..

I told him about what my mother did.

Sultan: 5era..

Sultan: Mabrook allah ywfgkom<3

He must be heartbroken! 7ramm.

Me: Allah ybark feek, ameen <3

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10 days later.

My mother told everyone about the engagement, it's official. I've saw Abdulaziz face to face.

I got a lot of mabrok on twitter, bbm, in school. Everywhere!

Hanouf came back, I hugged her really tight when I saw her.

she's all tanned up now. Mra 7lo lonha mashallah.

She've sent a broadcast about the engagement, w w9l l'Anoud el5br. Akeed Saad 3rf.

When Hanouf went back to her house.. Its really weird to say “her house” bs 3ade I'm going to get used to it.

Elzbda when she went back, I got a message from Saad.

“Mabrooooooooooookk 3gbal ma nfr7 eb 6lagkom elgreeb enshallah”

I said “Allah ybark feek” and ignored the rest.

He's really.. I don't know what to say bs 9dg mut5lf elwld. Feeh enf9am! Mutnag9' klama..

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AFTER 2 YEARS!!

When I knew Abdulaziz well, I fell for him. I'm in deep love with Abdulaziz.

But Saad? It was 7ob murah8a nothing more. Now I know the real love!

And maybe Sultan kaman 3rf enah ma kan y7bne 9dg. We were young tra!

Oh and he didn't marry bnt 5alti Areeb, and I actually have no idea about his life or anything. He switched to an iPhone so we stopped talking a year ago!

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24 hours left for my big day!!

And I'm really really NERVOUS!!

El7een 3rft sh3oor Hanouf..

I can't sleep, I really can't. But I have to! Tomorrow is my wedding. 5la9 I'm finally getting married!

Its 10:00 PM.

Mama galt le anam badre but I can't!! I'm really excited but nervous too!

I tried and tried till I finally slept.

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OH MY GOD.

5la9 9dg btzwj? Wallah ene kbrt.

A7sn shy en elzwaj eb betna, zwaj 3a2le w betna kbeer fa y9l7.

So elkofera jt lel beet.

she's doing my hair. She's taking LONG time! Of course she will.. I'm the bride mo ay a7d. Lol amz7.

While she's doing my hair, I signed into my twitter mn jwale.

Mn zman 3anah.. ymkn mn sana? Aw snteen madre.. bs mn zman ma d5alt!

You know what I did? I searched for Sultan..

5eer wsho bs bshof his tweets!

All of his tweets was sad..

He tweeted a month ago “ W7shtna ya 7bayeb shlounk 3sak 6ayeb?”

And another one was “ 3ameen a7bk ~” but it was two or three months ago.

I want to cry. I'm really sad for him.. I DO NOT LOVE HIM!! bs 9dg 7ramm.. And I miss him

I dm-ed him.

Me: Hello :p

I KNOW I SHOULDN'T TALK TO HIM.

@Sultan: Heeyyyy

Me: Kefk?

@Sultan: 7mdellah tmam ente?

Me: Kwaisa bs mtwtra..

@Sultan: La tetwtreen mob 9ayr ela kl 5eer enshallah

Me: Enshallah

I miss how we used to be friends.

@Sultan: Allah ywfgk msha3l w allah yrzgk b3yal zyk<3

Me: Ameen shokrn <3

@Sultan: I miss you :p

@Sultan: Mooo ga9dee shy bs en 3shan mn zman ma 7keena

Me: Ee adre, miss you too ;p

I know it's wrong to talk to him, specially in my wedding day but I miss my friend!

@Sultan: Yoom zwajk w tsolfeen m3 7mar zyee? Yalla etjhzee!

Me: Loool lesh 7mar? Ga3da t9l7 sh3re =))

@Sultan: Uha kwais =))

Me: Lesh 7mar 6yb?

@Sultan: L2ne ma tzwjtk:p

@Sultan: Bye bskr my account tw9een 3la shy?

Oh no. If Abdulaziz knew about this chat.. He'll get mad. Really mad!

Ya3ne lw ene mkana w 3rft enah y7ake bnt eb yoom zwajna b39b 9ra7tn..

Me: La slamtk, bye

Before deactivating his account, he tweeted “I just want to be with you, that's all. Really!”

I teared. I'm not sure if he means me or someone else but a tear fell by itself.

Thank god I haven't put make-up yet!

I finished everything and I waited in my room.

Maha, Ghada and Dana were with me.

They were calming me down 3shan mra knt mtwtra.

Btw, I haven't told anyone about the dm! Even Maha.

I'm done with everything.

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OMG. It's the time for the zfa!!

7mdellah it's 3a2li mafe kther nas ya3nee.

They gave me heavy flowers, and I'm wearing heels 6b3n.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I'M AFRAID OF? TO FALL.

Specially that I'm coming from the stairs!!

Dana and Ghada went downstairs but Maha is waiting with me 3shan t3lmne mta bl'9ab6 anzl.

We waited for seconds then she said yalla!!

W9alt lel kosha!

The feeling is really nice but scary. Flashes of camera, a lot of people looking at me and everything!

I was walking with a fake smile. Mra mra knt 5ayfa a6ee7.

Kl a7d ja yslm and all I was saying “Allah ybark feek. Ameen.”

And it's the time for the men..

Ele d5lo, Baba, Abdulaziz, Abdulaziz's father and 5ale.

They were really fast, mob zaye k2ne amshe 3la gshr bee6'.

We took pictures and finally the men left. It's Abdulaziz and I.

He was sitting next to me.

Then he whispered “Esh mfro6' agool?”

I laughed at him. I love his stupidness!

I whispered back “Madre”

We went to cut the cake, and to throw the flowers.

I threw it and I really don't know who took it.

Abdulaziz and I went to straight to the airport after the wedding, we're going to Tahiti. Bora Bora!

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5 YEARS LATER.

Maha, Ghada and Dana got married!

Hanouf have one daughter that calls me auntie mishoo. I love her!

Saad got married to someone, bs ma3rf esmaha.

Sultan is married and have one daughter. Her name is Msha3l! When I knew about her name I cried.

And me? I'm pregnant in the 3^rd month.

Abdulaziz told me if she's a girl, her name will be my choise and if he's a boy he'll name him Sultan! Mo 3la aboh, bs 3shan when he was younger everyone used to call him Abo Sultan. Mn ho bzr.

What a coincidence?

Ohh I almost forgot! The guy with the identical car? Remember him?

He's my doctor but he doesn't remember me. Bs ana ma nseet shaklah! Small world 9a7?

THE END

Hope you enjoyed it.

Thank you all for being the best readers an author could have. Without your supports, I couldn't have done it. Best of luck, Bye :***

Chapter Twenty Four

Sultan: Do you love me?

Sultan: Bdon mojamla jawbene!

I thought that I was falling for him but I guess I wasn't.. I just liked him!

What should I say?

I opened the chat and I took a long time thinking how to reply. I was simply staring speechlessly.

Sultan: No need to answer. I get it.

Me: Why? Get it?:/

Sultan: Msha3el.. It's obvious! You don't love me but it's ok wallah it is!

Sultan: I'm not forcing you to love me but I just want you to know that I love you and I'll always well.

Awww.

Me: Sultan ana ma glt ene ma a7bk bs I love you as a brother and I consider you my friend. That's it.

I'm not trying to be rude. I'm saying the truth!

Sultan: It's okay, ele yray7k.

Sultan: Back to friends?

Me: Sure

The part when he said that he'll always love me is really cute but what can I do? I can't control my feelings tra.. I'm so confused these days.

Fkeena el56ba and Sultan changed to the old funny cheerful Sultan I knew.

I thought that we'll be strangers after that chat but we became even closer.. As friends!

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You know that feeling of excitement you should have when it's your birthday and you're turning 17? Yeah I don't have it, because I know that my family is so busy with Hanouf's wedding and they're not fa'9en yswun le parties w ki4a.

I'm waiting for 12:00 to change my display name to "Birthday girl" and finally it's time for that!

I got a lot of birthday wishes and everyone changed their pm to happy birthday msha3el..

But Sultan had sent a long birthday wishes, the cutest!

After responding to everyone I slept.

I got up, washed my face, dressed up, and went down stairs.

I kissed my parents' foreheads and said hi to Hanouf. They said the "kl 3am oo enti b5er" things. After all that I went out to school.

The daily routine went on and the girls congratulated me, wished me birthday wishes and some brought gifts! ILOVETHEM!!

They couldn't get a cake to school so they brought 17 cup cakes. How cute? I thanked them and hugged all of them.

I have the best classmates ever!

And you know what's wired? Raghad said happy birthday.. Bs 3ade I thanked her w bs.

When I got home, mama s2ltni 3al '3ada if I wanted to go with her to visit 5alti Hind. I said okay.

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I took a nap for two hours then got up and took a shower, got dressed and I'm ready to go with mama to 5alti Hind. I hope Sultan is there, I miss him mnn zman 3annah.

W9lna oo slmna 3la 5alti Hind b3den jlsna bl mjls. My mom s2lt 5alti Hind 3an Sultan but she said he's out with his friends. 7safa! I was hoping to see to him.

We were sitting blmjls, then suddenly the lights went off!

It was dark but I can see someone walking through the door with a cake..

I think she's Hanouf? But she didn't come with us!

The person holding the cake turned out to be Sultan. I was literally SURPRISED!!

They were singing happy birthday and all I did was blushing.

I don't know what to say, I was blushing and blushing till my mother kissed my forehead and hugged me. Then I thanked Sultan and 5alti Hind and hugged her.

We ate the cake. It was an ice-cream chocolate cake, my favorite \o/. While we're eating it we chatted and laughed.

When I was done, I headed to the m'3asil 3shan a'3sl my hands and Sultan followed.

I turned..

He was really close.

Sultan: Msha3el ana lazm aro7 el3yal ystnone bra

Me: M3 elslama w mra shokrn

Sultan: Wsh da3wa

He gave me a red cute little box. I opened it, it was a necklace written on it " I love you"

Sultan is.. I don't know what to say bs he's amazing!

He took it w lbsnyah, then he hugged me. I don't know how bs faj2a he did! I hugged him back. A friends hug.

I thanked him again.

I WAS BLUSHING!!

He left.

I went back to the mjls.

They were chatting.

I checked my mobile, I had one pin message.

I opened it.

"HAAPPPYYYYY BIRTHDAAAYYYY MISSHHOOO ENJOOOYYY YOOURRR DAAAAYYYY 7BEEEBTTEEE ILOOOVEEE YOOOUUUU<3

- Doodi ;)"

Saad? What the hell? I love you? 7bebte? MISHOO?!

Bs 3eeb I have to reply..

I said

"Thaankk youu saad ({}) "

Mabe a36eh wjh bzyada. This is enough.

Trkt jawale w ga3adt asolf m3ahom.

Mama: T9dgeen ma kna naween nsawe lk shy?

5altee Hind: Bs sultan a9r enena nsawee lk.

Cuuuuttteeeee!!

Sultan is beyond cute, he's amazing! Bs the problem that I don't love him back the way he loves me..

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3 days passed on my birthday.

I woke up, got dressed w tzaynt w k4a.

3shan elyoom 5mees w b'ay la76'a ymkn t6b 3lena 7orma aw mama msawya 3zema w ana madre, allah yhdeha.

I went downstairs, ate lunch with my family.

My mother left, ra7t 3nd 5alte Hind I guess and Baba madre ween ra7.

So I went to my room.

I was watching TV then someone knocked the door.

Me: Meeeen?

Hanouf: Ana

She opened the door.

Me: 5eer?

Ygale z3lana mnha 3shan ma 3brtne eb my birthday.

Hanouf: Ta3ale 3'orfte 6fshana la7ale

Me: La

Hanouf: Please?

Me: La e6l3e bra!

6la3t bra el3'orfa.

After 10 minutes she called, she told me to go downstairs.

She said it's important.

I went downstairs.

Me: N3m?

Hanouf: Ta3ale.

I was talking to her when I was in the stairs.

Nzlt.

Then suddenly Saad and Anoud came from outside.

They were holding a cake. They sang happy birthday and I thanked them all, and apologized to Hanouf.

Saad is still on his wheelchair but he can walk a bit bs a7san lah ykon bl wheelchair, I hope he get well soon.

They helped Saad to move and sit on the coach, ary7 lah.

He was sitting beside me by the way! Bs 3ade..

Then Hanouf and Anoud did what they always do. Leave us alone.

Ugghhh I hate when we're alone!!!

We chatted k4a 7kee 6bee3ee then 3'nale 3'noo l7bebe, I got to admit this.. His voice is AMAZING!!! Mrraa 7loo 9ootah mashallah.

I was smiling bdon ma a7s while he was singing.

Then he came closer and closer..

He finished singing, looked at my eyes.

Saad: A7bk

I can feel that this word came from his heart. Madre lesh bs k4a a7s!

I didn't reply I just stared at his face.

He came closer zyada. I didn't move..

Then he kissed my cheeks. Y3333!!!!

I moved.

Saad: Sorrrryy

I'm not saying la 3ade because its not 3ade at all!

Saad: Mishoo sorry

I didn't look at him.

He held my hands..

Saad: Ya3ne tbene abosk mta? Lmn atzwjk b24n allah?

What does he mean?

Me: Wsh g9dk?

Saad: Ente bt9ereen zojte

:|?

M2ml bzyada.

I laughed.

Saad: Wallah ma amz7

36eta 3la gd 3aglah w slakt lah.

I think 9ar lah shy eb mo5a after the accident. 3aglah mob m3ah.

Hanouf and Anoud came.

Lmn jw skt.

Actually.. I still have some feelings for Saad bs moo zay awal!

BUT NO WAY I'M GOING TO BE HIS WIFE!!!

wsh da3wa I haven't lost my mind yet.

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ONE WEEK LEFT FOR HANOUF'S WEDDING!!!!!!!

I'm really excited but in the same time I'm sad. Imagine if your only sister is leaving and will get married?

Whenever I think about it I feel like crying.. I'm gonna miss her!

In these days, ele gabl elzawaj.

M7d m36ene wajh, they're all busy for the wedding.

I went to my mother, too see if she needs help.

Me: Tbenee asa3dk eb shy?

Mama: 5lek sakta ha4e a7san mosa3da

Ouch.

She's really busy. Bs 3ade she's joking!

These days passed really fast for me because I was skipping school and doing nothing. But I think it was really long and hard for Hanouf and my mother!

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TOMORROW IS HANOUF'S WEDDING.

I'm in my room trying to take enough sleep because I'll be there early and I'll stay for a long time of course!

Before I slept, I told Sultan Goodnight. Then I checked recent updates.

Hanouf just changed her personal message to..

"CAN'T SLEEP"

I went straight to her room, knocked the door then she opened.

I came in.

I sat and she sat beside me.

She's really nervous!

We talked about her leaving the house, getting married w k4a.. When we started talking about this a tear fell.

Hanouf: WSH FEEKKK??

Me: La wla shy bs bshtag lik

She cried and hugged me.

He mra mtwtra mn elzfa!

So I gave her the remote and I told her to imagine it as if it was the flowers.

W g3dna ndoor w nmshee blbeet kelah 3la asas ene azfha.

We looked stupid but cute.

She felt better after I came to her room so she went to her bed and slept.

And I slept too.

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I woke up LATE. It's 5:00 PM!

I called my mother immediately but she didn't answer, she must be busy!

No one was in home except for the maid.

Mama called back and she told me to go to the salon b3den ajehom. They're there already.

I took a shower, took my dress with me and rode the car.

I went to the salon.

I finished from my hair and makeup and I'm on my way to them!

W9alt

I was wearing jeans and a shirt.

Mama: Yalla yalla ro7e elbsee

Me: Enshallah

Lbst fstane w elk3b.

Then came back to my mother, she was arranging w k4a with 5alte Hind and 5altee Khloud, um Khalid el3res.

Me: Ween Hanouf?

Mama: Foog tet9l7

I went upstairs to see Hanouf.

She haven't wore her dress yet but with her makeup and her hair she looked beautiful mashallah!

She was really nervous bs 3ade hdt now.

I went back to my mother 3shan elnas jayen b3d shwy.

We waited for one or two hours then people started to come.

I hate this part of weddings, wagt elslam. Y3 y6fsh.

The wedding started when everyone came. Everything seems to be fine el7mdellah. My friends came and we danced shway. And now it's time of the zaffa.

R7t 3nd Hanouf and I can see how nervous is she. She looked funny actually. When she was out and started walking she looked so beautiful. A7la 3rus shft'ha. She started crying, my mother started crying, Anoud started crying, I guess everyone will start crying, so I started crying as well.

We're done with Hanouf's zaffa now it's time for Khaled's zaffa. His entry was good el7amdella nothing interrupted and the wedding went on peacefully.

I went to the bathroom to wash my hands and check my hair. I heard a voice from behind calling

: Msha3il

I turned around to see who

Me: sammi

: kefk?

The voice and the face is familiar but I'm not able to recognize who because of her makeup. But then I realised it's Raghad. Wsh jabha?

Me: tmam el7amdella, enty kefk?

Raghad: el7mdella, mabruk.

Me: Allah ybark fek.

Then she left. Bss wallah weird wsh jabha? I know that I didn't invite her :/

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5laaa9 the wedding is done el7amdella but we're all so tired. The couple ra7o bet'hm oo elm3azem left. Mama, 5alti Hind, 5alti Nouf, Maha, and I, jlsna bl 9ala 7a8t el 8a3a. We chatted a lot then 5alti Hind said that she should leave, because her son Sultan arrived and he's waiting for her outside.

She called him to get in 3shan ysa3idha to carry her stuff.

He did come in oo sallam 3lena oo I can see how mtani7 was he feeni.

Maha left b3den.

When they left I checked my bbm.

I had a lot of bbm messages a'3lbm was the girls saying mabruk and one message mnn Sultan.

Bbm chat:

Sultan: you looked so beautiful today

Me: awww thank you ({})

Sultan: you had fun?

Me: ee el7amdellah bss shway z3lana :(

Sultan: leh? :o

Me: I'm gonna miss my sister so much.

Sultan: aah la enshalla bti3wden, oo she'll come to visit of course.

We chatted a little bit more then the driver came and we should go home. FINALLY!!